Wednesday, March 31, 2010

shaman shakti


take a little trip and bring it back again
bring it back down
the jesters
move my mouth
i walked out and disintegrated
purchased a plot line, connected

all the books check out
and even the kitties at the door want in
i let them in
except T2, who doesn't live here
mountains and judgements
it's not the reason
you tell me
it's not the reason
you tell me

we ripped open
a thundercloud
with our gong
meditation
me and adam
yeah me and adam

came home to find me a frenchman
what were the chances?
all my lover's live across the sea
makes it easy
for the monastery
makes it easy to live free
building my reverie

in the library every book on
taoism and the female body
oh oh let me go and tell us
the secret of our sexual energy

keep it hidden
and build it up faster
wrap my mouth around
a soliloquy, a master

the correspondence
now
and the rate of assimilation
time shortened between thought and
manifestation

keep careful watch of thoughts, words
always to the highest good
always sweetness for the goodness of all

no more broken...
or accidental...
good gracious!

baby beloved passing
baby suggs holy
passing
clare kendry
getting a hold of
candomble
with her having way

her mind returned to her own affairs
ici
power






Wednesday, March 24, 2010

:)

it just started raining. thank god.

synchrondipity

dear buddah,

if i ever see mr. fish seeks bicycle again i promise to...wait what?

this is your projection. your manifestation. "he" is the son of an english aristocrat and bohemian brasilian who travels the world holding large sound system raves with beyond beautiful and loving people. "he" conveniently returned to england for two months to indefinitely because that is how you wanted it. all of these elements live within you and speak to where you are and what you desire. "d. fish seek bicycle" introduces you to orgiastic crew of tribal love warriors who make you look like a square. jupiter's expansion continues.

it is also not a coincidence that the aggressive male in the striped shirt in LA who grabbed you by the shoulders and told you that the tattoo across his chest in russian says, "trust no one they will fuck you over" resembled so-and-so, who would know exactly what this all means and why.

my life has turned into a cartoon. a character of it's former self. everyone is a shape shifter and all the signs point in the direction of what we are creating and it's all enough to keep up with the flow.

my life is a highly psychedelic, serendipitous, waking dream. in a mostly good way. i am grateful that once a month for four days or so i can eat carbs and act like a human for a moment rather than a whirlwind elemental catalyzing things and making the sun shine.

my experiences are making me hard/insane/vulnerable/ecstatic/bullet proof. they are also reminding me of WHO THE FUCK I AM. eternally, and also within the realm of this life and body. are you kidding?

as nice as it is to fantasize about being someone's missus that's not what this go around is about. it never was and it never will be.

keep working.

so.so.so

moon gnosis
i heart fish seeks bicycle
can i get a witness?
neptune is my girl
keeper of seas and tides
watching my nitrous levels
in a planet full of beef eating
oh if i say cows you'll think i'm discriminating
i'll acclimate early and have mine with whipped cream
those in the family know
the star seed seekers are
us who are with me
who is with me
start your own cult of inarticulation
i've got my inarticulations
doing it.
my brothers scare me
but i've got to make the most of it ...
dot. dot. dot.
spread love.
and smiles in SINCERITY
we need a REVOLUTION.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

note to self #777

it is way too early in the semester to be smoking so much pot/getting depressed. knock it off. you must keep going. super focus! forget what cort said. it IS reasonable to transcend emotion. you do have bat powers. FOCUS.

Monday, March 15, 2010

...

Everything is about to get very messy.