enter the void

enter the void
wrap around my milky meter
no sense of feel
the click clock of my tick tock
fragile substance vascular
repeating

keep beating

up and out by force of will
i will not trespass on this
i will not repeat it

remnants of past
transgressions
peeling away

all my projections falter
sputter stop
incomplete

why shouldn't it be me
not close enough to the bone
and I run
and I run

climbing a never ending stair case
sisyphus week after week
pulling out my insides
up and out by hook or by crook

the bondage of this life slipping away
let me float in that cool calm
let me dive down deep

yet never given release

whether you see this
whether it's just me
it's irrelevant
fini